For anyone who cares;

I don’t use this blog anymore.

I have created a new one, in which I’m alot more honest and my followers follow me because they like me, not because I reblogged a follow train. I like that blog alot more. If you want to follow it, it’s:

http://smokeandbones.tumblr.com

This blog has become part of an old me, and I always felt as if I could never really express myself on here because anytime I did I would lose followers. If you still have interest in me, go ahead and follow that link up there. There’s an About Me link on that page that gives you all my about me posts, things to expect, and a more in depth look at myself. Do not follow me on there simply to gain a follow back, please only follow me on there if you are truly interested in the blog. Thanks <3

hi i havent been on in forever.

i have another tumblr and this one just seems eh to me now.

idk.

i think i might be sick.

i made eggs since i was hungry and hadnt slept, but i had to wash the pan.

however due to my lack of sleep, i believe that i didnt completely rinse the pan out properly and dried it right, and i fear that i might have consumed dish soap in my eggs. fml.

i haven’t been on here in a while.

only about a week but you know. i miss you guys. so much has happened in the past 12 hours. 

i finally told my best friend how i felt for him. how much i have fallen in love with him. and i feel terrible for it because he’s so happy with his girlfriend. thing is, he told me he still has feelings for me, that they never went away, and he thought that dating her would make them go away, and that they haven’t. i’m just so confused. i haven’t slept. i wrote him a 3 page letter and he’s going to come by today. he’s at morning workouts right now. and i asked him what would make his heart feel better, if he passed this and never found out what could have been, or if he at least took the chance even if it didn’t work out. he chose the later. he’s leaving for mexico on saturday. he’ll be back in two weeks. i know he’s going to need time to think. he told me how badly he’s always wanted to be with me. and i’ve always felt the same way but i was too scared to ever ever tell him because i didn’t want to lose his friendship. apparently he was in the same situation because he never said anything. but then he told me how much he has always wanted this. how it was more than he could ever dream of. there’s just so much on my mind. 

i am i need of some weed.

thank goodness for friends who you dont have to pay on the spot .

<333 my friends.

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Maryland :3

texas! :D

dudde.

i need a job.

a job to buy weed.

so i can smoke it. 

BRAUMS, im coming to invade. please give me a job and pay me to do illegal things <3

i just wokeup.

weee. i have to take a shower and then go fathers day shopping for my dad and then go home and make dinner and i am tired and my stomach hurts. boo, you whore.

my mom is home drunk. great.

holy shit i am eating the best stuff ever.

its blue bell butter crunch ice cream. with chocolate cake crumbled on top (just a little bit) and then some whipped peanut butter, with marshmellow fluff butter sugar stuff. dsjfodshfldsjg. it jus needs whipped cream. <3

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good evening everyone.

i woke up around an hour ago, then i decided to get myself some left over food from the barbecue this afternoon. it was fucking good. and then i watched UFC with my stepdad and now im layin in bed. pretty much just chillin :) today was a fairly good day, we went to the lake, got iced lattes, drowned eachother a few times, and then came home and took naps. <3 good day was good.

i keep gaining then losing followers one after another.

anywho, for any new followers, thanks for following :) im jessica, i just got back from the lake, and i am very very sleepy. hope you guys like my blog <3